Big, big spender. Big, big spender… The song is playing inside my mind. I looked at my savings account right now and I could not believe my eyes when I summed up all the withdrawals. I tried to remember where I used each one and I could not anymore. I could not even point out anything that I bought with all those money. How big it is? I think enough to buy gold bullion. As they say, it is never too late to change things. I really have so many plans in my life and I just could not focus yet. Maybe because sometimes, I am distracted or the temptations are just too hard to resist. Maybe I should picture in mind the future and what and where I will be.